Blippy and stuff.

Hey everyone.

It's been while since I've posted but it doesn't mean I haven't been busy...okay yes it does.

Well I've just been working and messing with friends. I've been on some weird type of emotional roller-coaster the last few days. Happy, sad, laughing, depressed, and I have no idea whats causing it. Possibly the stress of money, or too much free time on my hands, or nothing at all. Whatever the case I'm happy now and want to share the latest.

First I want to say a Congrats to Jaycey who got a NEW CAR!!! Its a red Kio Rio...I don't know the year though so sorry. But I know she's uber excited and I'm happy for her.

NEXT IS BIG!!!! So you all know that Church down on the Corner of 6200 south and Redwood? of corse you do cause you had to pass it to get home when getting off I-215 well, ITS GONE!!!! yep they tore it down. I tried to get some pics with my phone though they didn't turn out too great.

Its crazy and will be missed....I think.

So lastly but not leastly. I've made another account, but this time on a site called Blippy. Basically what it is, is a site that posts your purchases where everyone can see them, rate/comment on them. I've joined so you guys can see what I'm getting from the three things I have connected right now which is Amazon, Itunes, and NetFlix. You do need to sign up to post but you can RSS my list if you'd like. The link is HERE. And if you'd like to join do so and follow me so we can comment on all the money we spend. (You can set up a Credit card or Bank account number if you wish. I'm personally skeptical about that right now.)

My biggest mistake.

Earlier today many of you may have noticed a couple of posts about how I feel as though some people we're ruining my life...I regretfully say that I was the most mistaken on this then anything else in my life.

What I thought to be an attack on me. Was nothing more then a big miscommunication and my own selfishness. I know now what I've done and what I need to do to fix my life. My biggest regret is that I ever took my frustration to the internet. By doing so I let a simple situation get completely out of hand.

I want to apologize to everyone. Both those who I offend and yelled at. I truly do have a wonderful family. They are so kind to me and give me more then I deserve. And for these things I'm eternally grateful.

Hmm...what next...

So its 12:31 I'm sitting in my room eating cake and debating what to do in my life.

Right now I'm 21. Not going to school. Working part time and filling my extra time with video games.

I feel like a slug. I recently took a challenge from a friend to go a few days without games and I'm happy to say that i did it. I also enjoyed it. Now I'm sitting here so confused on what to do. All my life I've played Video games to pass the time and enjoy the time I do it. But I'm not learning anything new, keeping in contact with anyone(sure it has online but I only play mornings or late nights), or getting anything accomplished. When I played games today i got frustrated, upset, and let it ruin my day. Thats not entertainment when you get upset. So whilst I pushed carts in the freezing cold at work I started thinking what I should do.

I considered selling both my home consoles and using the money on an Apple IPad. "Wait Austin," you might say "what's the point of getting that, it has games on it." Yes it does but I never said that i was swearing off games, just that i wasn't doing anything with my time. "Well how would the Apple IPad help with that?" thats a good question. The IPad though to most(me included) see the IPad as a giant IPod Touch it has more to offer then its smaller counterpart. The 3G model uses the At&t 3G wi-fi with out a contract. This means I get all the great apps while being able to use it on the go. Now it may seem a bit much I know I'd use it ALL the time. Thats why i got a smart phone in the first place was so i could have internet on the go. But with this i can browse the internet as i would on my MacBook but anywhere i wanted...as long as At&t was available.

The whole reason I've been considering it is cause I feel if i had it i wouldn't confine myself to my room all the time. I still live at home and don't spend all that much time with my family. Most people spend more time with there families in 2 years then i have since i was 10. and I want to change this. I want to be a better person and i think spending a little more time with my family and friends might help.

Well seeing as how its almost 1 in the morning and I'm having a hard time making sure this makes sense I'll stop here. I guess my main question to my followers is this. What do you guys think i should do? Should I sell my systems? Should I just wait and save up and get the IPad in a few months down the road? Just let me know what you think in the comments.

Whilst I'm bored...

Well I'm not doing anything and I should update so connie doesn't get mad at me ;-)

Since I've last posted I went to Wyoming. Rawlins specifically. It was so much fun. I went with Kim to see Jaycey in the play HONK! It was a musical about the ugly duckling. It was very cute and had great music. While we where there we bowled and saw "How to train your Dragon" and I've got to say I loved it! Such a cool/cute show. I don't want to spoil anything so you should go and see it.

Also it was my birthday a few days ago I am now 21! Don't bother asking how it feels cause I'll tell you it doesn't feel any different then being 20. Mainly cause I don't drink so nothing changed there. But for gifts. I got a desk add-on to my Bookshelf from my mom, a new car battery from my dad, a trash bag for my car from Amy and John, as well as a new Beta fish from Stacey and Brandon.

My old Beta fish, Prince Bloke the 4th, received a bad infection when I was trying to clean his bowl. He wasn't very secure and tried to make a break for it. When I got him back into his bowl it was too late. I really miss that Fish. But now I have a new Beta named Sazh(pronounced like Jazz with a S) (and yes I know Scott its from a Game. but I like the name) I'll hopefully get a good picture soon and add it.

Other then that Life has been the same. Working at Costco with a car that runs great. (except for the battery) Hope I have more for you soon.