Growing up?

As of recently a lot has happened. Most of it dealing with my personal life. But I need to ask the question. How do you really grow up? I understand that it comes with knowledge, learning from your actions and so forth. But how can you progress when your in limbo? I'm stuck between houses, I have to wait to go to school and I'm trying to apply for full time at my job that I might have to transfer from anyway. So the only thing I've been doing is sitting at home playing video games, I realize that it is an excessive amount but what is there to do when your broke and conserving gas. I don't understand how I'm suppose to grow when I'm in a community that I might not even stay in. It's confusing. I feel a drive but to do nothing. I feel like there is nothing to do. I'd pick up running but its starting to get into the colder season. I guess I just need your input. I feel like I'm losing everything, and I don't know how to hold on to my quickly changing life.

Frustration

I've been trying to edit my Blog but I've been having a hard time. I'm hoping it works, if it does the page should be Black and red and the Playlist should be at the bottom. I hope it does. Let me know what you guys think.